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HelloticAngel
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Name: The Damned
Location: Beaumont, Texas, United States
Birthday: 2/2/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC, Art, Writing, reading, Poetry, eating, sleeping, chillin', walking, Being with my friends, having fun...being stupid...with common sence
Expertise: GETTING IN TROUBLE.
Writing, Flute, Piano, sleeping, Guitar, Bass Guitar....etc
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  SilvueGoth
AIM:  HelloticAngel
AIM:  MorbidRebel8
Yahoo:  SilvueGoth
Member Since:
4/3/2005
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| Reading back on these things make me remember how much fun i used to have.. and when i think of that, i think of how awful all my 'friends' are now. Well, accually, not all of them, but most of them. They make me sick. I get so disgusted thinking that maybe somehow i could have changed in the past to make for a better future. But I'M DOING FINE> ive got everything but friends. FUCK THEM- FUCK YOU- I DONT NEED YOU. IM SICK OF THIS SHIT. For the longest time i would have sacrificed my life for these drugged-out inconsiderate back-stabbing trash-talking whores.. Man was I the fool. NO MORE. I will not been taken advantage of anymore. fuck you can't come walking around when you want to and pretend we're friends stay the fuck out of my life- it's over I don't owe you anything i don't owe ANYONE ANYTHING
THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO EVERYONE READING (IM SURE) BECAUSE THE PEICES OF SHIT WHOM I AM TALKING ABOUT ARE SUCH POOR FRIENDS THAT THEY WOULD PROBABLY NEVER CARE TO LOOK ME UP NO MATTER WHAT WEBSITE IT:S ON>>xanga facebook myspace.. non of them. fuck
Unfortunately i can't stop my eyes from swelling. And i can't control the tears that want to come out. But as i am crying it's no longer because i am weak. It's because im telling you all FUCK YOU in my head. AND I REALIZE that i may have wasted most of my life knowing you. | | |
| Hello and Probably Goodbye. I will check back another time..so if you are reading this please comment on it, so that I know that there is life out there. I miss this site. | | |
| It's all a blur...  | | |
| I'm tierd, hungry and everyone else is wearing stripes today. DAMN IT ALL TO HELL THIS PLACE W I L L BURN!
Current mood...can't you guess   | | |
| ...Seems like everyday is the same.
I havn't been home or even talked to my parents in a week and a half. It's pretty harsh to say but im fuckin lovin it. People say, "Yeah but that will get boring pretty fast" But i stongly disagree. I'm not saying that because i don't want disappline, i do. But I'm saying for the fre e d o m....
Isn't it weird that somtimes even the smallest thing that someone says or does can ruin your day? IT'S ALL BULLSHIT!
Your ciggarette breaks...
You gotta walk home in the rain...
When you need something you can never find it..but when you don't need it, it's allways in you way.
Given up..all portals are shut. I'm locking myself in my head again. I'm tierd of these people invaiding me. They're like gasses squeezing through any open cracks..the smallest holes..like a virus...the "dependant" virus..where you hang on to people's last words..and hope to see the the next day..clingy..emotional..just too dependant. It's Bullshit. I think i'm better off on my own. But then there's allways that SOMEthing that's just THERE..i don't make sence.. I miss the old me.
The moon was beautiful last night. The stars were awesome.
People are nagging me...so i'm getting off..bye | | |
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